Toward the end of August we traveled up to our home village for our last visit to make sure we were "leaving well" for furlough, making sure that with all our relationships with the people that they understood why we were going to be gone so long and that we are coming back. Also we had to finish closing up our house to make sure the termites don't eat it while we are away. Once we arrived, we stayed with one of our close friends in their home, since our house was almost 90% closed up at that point (we lacked a few things to finish closing it up when we arrived). We were blown away when the family told us that there had been several infant deaths in the weeks before we had arrived. They used a term for the illness that we didn't really understand or recognize, so we were a little confused initially about what was happening. Their little 3-month-old daughter (our little goddaughter), Azalea, also had this illness. I was thrown off because she would be totally fine, her weight and color were good, and she was cooing and smiling away the majority of the time we were there. But out of the blue, every hour or two she would start to cough and wouldn't be able to catch her breath, she would literally have foam coming out of her mouth, and then she would turn blue from not being able to breathe. So scary! Watching her parents trying to figure out what to do was terrible. We felt just as helpless as they did.
        We both had a hunch just from the symptoms that it was whooping cough, but we hadn't ever seen or heard of an outbreak, so we had to do research and talk with lots of medical personnel outside the village to confirm that it is indeed whooping cough.
​    It has been a stressful, heartbreaking time. We've spent the last two+ months studying up on Whooping Cough and treatment options & having to do a lot of waiting which has probably been the hardest part. It's frustrating to feel like there's nothing we or anyone else can do. One of our supporting church in the States offered to send medical supplies for the outbreak, so we spent the last couple of weeks waiting for those supplies to arrive, trying to figure out how to get them to the village, since we are about to leave for our Stateside furlough. 

      We've experienced a lot of frustration, both from learning that there is no cure for the illness and finding that the treatment options that are available are so expensive or complicated that there's just no realistic option to get them to our village, and even those are not cures!! There's also the struggle of understanding that within the culture, if you treat a baby and they still don't make it, there's a good chance the family could see us as responsible for the death of their baby. Then there's the side of having to coordinate with the government health care representatives in the village and area who tend to see our questions and desires to help as a critic and threat to their monopoly and power over the health care on the river. There's a lot of power and money in health care, even though there's so little medical care available on the river. The pediatrician that works in the village for the government is a friend, but she has been out of the village on a long vacation since before the outbreak started and will just be getting back sometime this month (Oct). 
        The feeling of being responsible for the deaths of our friends' infants if we didn't do something quick enough was pretty heavy on my heart the first couple of weeks. After many sleepless nights and after the Lord closed all the doors we were trying to open in our search for a way to help the people, the Lord finally gave me a peace that He is in control. He is the ultimate Healer. He finally gave me a peace that it isn't our responsibility "to help" by providing medicine or a cure this time. He was calling us to walk alongside the people and weep with them over their loss. 

        You're probably asking whats happening now! Here's a quick update:
- the Lord ended up closing the door to receiving the medical supplies that we were hoping to receive from our supporting church in the States. We fought hard to try and get them here, but it was a clear "no" from the Lord. So we are left with praying and trusting Him with the situation.
- We've had a fear of calling Azalea's parents since we were afraid we would call and find that she hadn't made it. She's only 3 months old, so the odds have not been in her favor. And if we called into that situation or maybe in the middle of her funeral...what would we say? How do we hold it together ourselves?
- We ended up receiving a call from another friend from the village this past weekend and ventured to ask how Azalea was doing. This friend lives a good 30 minute+ walk from Azalea's family, but he assured us that the last he heard she was slowly recovering!! We still need to follow up and make sure that that is what is happening right now in her case, but that gave us the hope that she may make it! Praise to our awesome God and Healer!!

That's the latest! We'll know more once our pediatrician friend who works for the government health care system gets back to the village in a couple of weeks. Thanks so much for your prayers and heartfelt concern!! We have felt and see your prayers in action the last few weeks! Please keep them coming!

I'm going to combine all the prayer requests involving these different topics that I've been posting on (i.e. our upcoming furlough, team life, the believers and baby churches on the river, whooping cough, health...etc.). So here we go! 

1) Whooping cough outbreak:
    - we are praising the Lord for the progress in Azalea's recovery! We are beyond thankful for His protection over her little body, and we are praying that she will become a great warrior for Him as she gets older. 
    - continue to pray for the existing cases of Whooping cough in the village and for the families that are grieving the loss of their infants
    - pray for the Lord to use this outbreak for His glory, that He will show His power and love to the people 
     - pray for the Lord to end this outbreak, that He will protect the population, and that it will die out
2) Team life:
    - We are praising the Lord for our new teammate, Ruth! We now have 4 units on our team!! (2 couples and 2 singles) This is a direct answer to years of prayer! We are so thankful that the Lord has provided and blessed us with wonderful like-minded friends and teammates to continue the work on the river. 
   - We are also praying for another potential teammate that is finishing language school and is seriously considering joining our team the first of the year. Can you pray for her that the Lord will guide her to where He wants her to be, that the Lord will put her on the team that He has for her, and that if He is providing another teammate for our river, that He will give her a peace and confirmation on that. 
   - Pray for 3 of our teammates who are currently on the river, getting settled and studying the language! That they will learn the language quickly, that they will be an encouragement to the existing believers on the river, and that the Lord will use them to share with those who aren't believers yet. (Col 4:6)
   - Would you pray for the situation I mentioned in the last blog post about the leader who is associated with our team and the believers on the river who is being accused of being unfaithful to his late wife?? We are sure that that isn't the case, but the accusation is coming from his family, and they are dragging the ministry through the muck since we are all associated with this guy. Pray that this leader will be able to restore his relationship with his family, that they will be able to accept his new wife, and that the gossip they have spread (and continues to spread on its on now) will come to be recognized for what it is - a lie. Pray for forgiveness and restoration in a lot of relationships around this family.
   - Pray that we will be united in heart, mission, and methods as a team! a) Heart - that as a multi-cultural team (American, Australia, and Peruvian), we will love one another well, that we will have constant, open and clear communication and conflict resolution, so that we, as a team, will represent the unity and love of Christ in our own relationships (Rom 15:5). b) Mission - that we will be of one mind in what the Lord is calling us to do on the river (Isaiah 48:17). c) Methods - that we will be united in how to complete our mission on the river using all the gifts, passions, and abilities of our teammates (Prov 3:5-6). d) Also that we will be united in prayer (Acts 6:4) and that we will all maintain a close relationship with the Lord to be able to sense what He is calling us to do as a team, even amid the busy-ness of ministry and stresses of living in cross-cultural situations (pray that we will cling closely to the Vine =John 15:5).
3) The growing church on the river:
    - Continue to pray for the believers and growing churches on the river (2 Thess 3:1), that they will be united in the truth of God Word (Rom 15:5), that they will not be divided or distracted by false doctrine (2 Tim 1:13-14), that they will love and correct one another in love and not fall into attitudes of superiority between believers or believers towards unbelievers (2 Cor 10:17), that their passion for the Lord and seeking Him will continue and grow, that they will be effective in reaching their people for Christ, .
     - Continue to pray for us as we seek to understand how best to contextualize/explain the gospel in the context where we are serving. This is a never-ending prayer request! Ephesians 6:19 & 2 Timothy 2:15
    - Pray for the Lord to continue to work in the hearts of the people and leaders in our area- that they will be open to God's Word (Colossians 4:2-3), that the enemy who seeks to destroy what we are doing and confuse the people will not be allowed to stop the growth of the church, that the growing church will be such a testimony in their communities that unbelievers around them will not be able to come up with reasons to be against them. 2 Thess 3:2.
4) Furlough:
    - We are praising the Lord for allowing for us to be on the field as a married couple, and for His timely financial provision this last year with Nemo's Master's scholarship that covered over half of our financial needs. That scholarship allowed Nemo and I to be on the river while Nemo studied the culture to fulfill both his Master's requirements and also our team needs on understanding the culture better - it ended up taking on a "tent-making" style for some of our support. We are so thankful!
    - We have a lot of pressure on us during this furlough. We now need to double our support, since as a single, I had been on a minimum support level up to this point, just scrapping by, and now Nemo's Masters studies are coming to an end. To continue as a married couple on the mission field, we need the Lord to provide quite a bit financially. Would you pray for the Lord to open all kinds of doors October-February during our furlough?
     - Would you pray with us about how short our furlough is? It sounds weird I know, but with all the support raising pressure we are under, having to attend 3 weeks of trainings with our mission, and needing to be back in Peru the end of February because of needs on the field from ministry, legal, and team situations, we aren't sure how in the world we are going to get everything done in time! It's a lot of stress, pressure, and very little time with constant traveling. 
      - So in summary: would you pray that the Lord gives us rest and strength for whats coming ahead (Matt 11:28-30 & Mark 6:31).
5) Personal prayer requests:
     - Over the last year, Nemo has been my rock and is one of the main reasons I have been able to emotionally, spiritually, and mentally make it another year on the field. I've been in Peru going on 5 years and during that time I haven't had the opportunity to live in the same place (on average) for more than a month or two- I've lived in tents, in friends houses in the city, in friends and strangers' homes in the village, in different mission houses or apartments...etc. and I'm really feeling the need for us to have a place of our own that allows us to come out of the village and be at "home." A place that allows us not to have to pack everything up constantly. Would you pray that the Lord provides us with a place of our own? Also that He will allow us to have the resources to purchase that place? (Phil 4:6-7)
      - Pray for Nemo as he is finishing up the last bit of his thesis. He's been absolutely amazing, juggling ministry, traveling, and his masters' responsibilities. The Lord couldn't have blessed me with a more amazing guy! Hope you all get to meet him soon!

​If you’ve been following the ministry on the river up to this point, you’ve probably heard us talk about the discipleship workshops that we do twice a year. These workshops started when I first got to the field June 2013, and since then there’s been a total of 9! (Our 5 year anniversary working on the river is not too far away! Wow, time has flown!)
     These workshops are opportunities for the believers in the area to get together and pray together, break bread together, worship together, encourage one another, and study God’s Word together. Ok, so why the “together” mantra you ask? On the river where we are serving, one of the biggest challenges is how disperse the population is. There’s an estimated indigenous  population of roughly 11,000 people scattered throughout close to 20 villages (that does not include the large non-indigenous population & towns as well). Imagine having a few believers spread out hours and sometimes, days apart all along a huge river, where resources for traveling between villages are hard to come by for the people.
    One of the keys to a healthy believer is the opportunity to be encouraged and supported by a local group of believers, which is why our ministry can be summed up as church planting. :)

Getting back to this last discipleship workshop: We were blown away by the biggest attendence ever. We adveraged somewhere around 50 adults and around 100 kids!
We were so blessed to have a 4 person team (Karina, Max, Fabio, and Gerzon) from Pucallpa join us! I can’t say enough how the Lord used them all to bless and encourage the people. We also had our core team, Jamer and Isabel, Tim, Ruth, and Abi with us (Ruth officially joined our team after this trip, and we already see Abi as part of the team, even though that decision is pending). Geny, the wife of a pastor in one of the towns downriver, also joined us. She and her husband have been a huge help over the years in ministry on the river!

 Even though we generally plan everything several months in advance, sometimes things don’t go exactly as planned for these type of events, but even knowing that, this time sooooo many things went wrong initially, it caught me off guard. Here’s the short list of what happened:
-As we were returning from our missions’ trianual conference to the river, two of our teammates didn’t make their flights, and it just so happened that there weren’t any more flights for several days.
-Before that, the leadership from the host village had let us know that one of the leader’s wives had suddenly been diagnosed with Turburculosis, which meant that one of the key families in the church (and one of the strongest) would largely be absent as she needed to be quaritined in a hospital several hours away to receive treatment. Not only were we concerned about her, but also for her husband, kids, close family, other believers from the village, and others close to her - did they perhaps have TB too??
-With all that was happening the host village was suddenly unsure if they would be able to receive all the believers from different villages. They were discouraged and not sure if there would be enough food.
-Also, the other gal who had agreed to help me teach the ladies’ classes that week (so that I wouldn’t have to take on the load of teaching 6+ hours a day) called a week before to tell me she wouldn’t make it because of a family situation that had come up, so all of her teaching would fall on me with no time to prepare.
-One of the leaders of the church on the river was under suspicion of being unfaithful to his late wife who had passed away. His family did not approve of his remarriage, and so they were doing their best to destroy his reputation as a Christian by making up stories about him having an affair with his current wife before his late wife had passed away. In so doing, those family members were ("are" - its an on-going problem) dragging our small, growing Christian community through the muck, which of course was causing many of the believers from different villages to get sucked into the community gossip about the Christian leader and of course, they were wondering how someone they respect and look up to could do something like that.
-Nemo and I ended up having a legal document that had to be sent before we left, and after days of trying to complete the process before hand with no success (The due date for the document literally fell the day after a 3 week vacation for the whole office! go figure…), Nemo ended up not being able to make it to the workshop either, so I felt incredibly alone with everything piling up around the workshop.
-Half of the food for the week also ended up getting lost along the way, and the first day we arrived, none of the hosting believers were there to receive us, so there was no place ready to cook, no pans, little to no food, and lots of mouths to feed.

Needless to say, I cried a lot the first couple of days as we traveled the 3 days to the village where the workshop would be held. My conversations with the Lord went something like this:

"Lord, the believers from all the different villages are sacrificing so much to be present this week, and it is literally the first time in six months that many of them have had the opportunity to be surrounded with like-minded, fellow-believers! Why is everything going so wrong?! We can't afford to fall short in completing our part of the bargain to be prepared to encourage them from your Word. But how are we going to do that if half of the teachers do not show up or are discredited in the mind of the people??! What will the believers think of our commit to them and the gospel if we can't even show up and be prepared?"

Anyway, you get a rough idea perhaps where my heart and head was. We've never had so many things go so wrong before one of these workshops, and boy, did I struggle with what I was seeing and feeling. Thankfully, the truth that I couldn't see, and was struggling to hold on to, was that the Lord hadn't abandoned us. Not once.
       After everything that could possibly go wrong had gone wrong, Sunday night, the day before the workshop was scheduled to start, right before dark, almost everyone showed up, litterally at the last possible moment – all the canoes packed full of believers from upriver and even our two teammates, the pastor of the host village, and the gal who ended up being able to make it in the end to help me with the teaching that week - they all made it! Even the food that had gotten lost on the way, showed up. Thank the Lord! 

The week went almost smoothly after we got started on Monday, and it ended up being an amazing week!
-The Lord provided more than enough salted fish and game to the extent that some was left over.
-Several of the older believers continue to bring their new disciples with them – those from their village who they are sharing the gospel with! All of those who were baptized were those who had been brought and already taught by the older believers in their villages.
-In the group of ladies, there was over 30 the whole week! Even with long hours sitting on the floor with the heat making us wish for a nap, they didn’t miss one session. There were 3 men's groups, and they also attended and studied faithfully.
-Every night a representive from the 4 discipleship groups presented one of the stories they had learned that day from memory!
-There was a good group of young people who stayed with us throughout the sessions that week, tracking with all that we were learning – and they were even quicker to respond and share in our sessions than the older believers at times!
-It was so apparent that the people loved their time together, especially each night when we had church services. Each night, they would still be going strong when the power from the generater would finally go out.
-The kids loved the program that the team from Pucallpa organized for them each afternoon! One of the ladies told me that a few of the parents in the village who are not in favor of the church had threated their kids and told them not to go to the kids program. She then laughed and said that they went every day any way. It was too much fun to resist!
-There was a big group who decided to be baptised as well! We spent time beforehand with each of them individually making sure they were ready. 

And that's just a few of the highlights from the village in August! So thankful that the Lord held me together with all the stretching situations we faced. It was not an easy week, but the Lord is obviously at work!